hey everyone.
alot of things have happened since last year and its been a long time since i last posted anything. Right now things aren't as it seems for me anymore. Terrible things have happened and my life was changed completely after the incident...i've been in a horrible place and it really sucks likes hell there...i have no freedom at all and i lost a lot of things that i used to have. i'm now on my own without any support and trying as best as i can to cope emotionally. i would want to tell wat had happened but its really a pesronal thing which i dun wan to reveal to the rest of the world.
times have changed and i really wish it would go back to the way it use to be. i'm so full of regret, anger, disappointment, sadness, many many feelings are welled up inside me...there's no one i can trust anymore and i'm always wishing that i could find a way to escape reality...now i'm wishing that i could leave and go to a new place where i can start over and start fresh...
a nice quiet place in a remote area where the air is pure and there's plenty of greenery and open fields with a 2 storey bangalow house and a companion, a loved one or an animal by ur side to be with and have no worry in the world at all...wad a nice life that would be...(sigh)
well my entry for today
serenity
alot of things have happened since last year and its been a long time since i last posted anything. Right now things aren't as it seems for me anymore. Terrible things have happened and my life was changed completely after the incident...i've been in a horrible place and it really sucks likes hell there...i have no freedom at all and i lost a lot of things that i used to have. i'm now on my own without any support and trying as best as i can to cope emotionally. i would want to tell wat had happened but its really a pesronal thing which i dun wan to reveal to the rest of the world.
times have changed and i really wish it would go back to the way it use to be. i'm so full of regret, anger, disappointment, sadness, many many feelings are welled up inside me...there's no one i can trust anymore and i'm always wishing that i could find a way to escape reality...now i'm wishing that i could leave and go to a new place where i can start over and start fresh...
a nice quiet place in a remote area where the air is pure and there's plenty of greenery and open fields with a 2 storey bangalow house and a companion, a loved one or an animal by ur side to be with and have no worry in the world at all...wad a nice life that would be...(sigh)
well my entry for today
serenity
